Tomorrow is....

the BIG day!  Tomorrow is my first official day as an employee of Philadelphia Mortgage Advisors. It's been three weeks since I accepted the position, and I was so glad to have some more time to spend with the kids, enjoy the holidays and relax.  Let me tell you how fast those three weeks have gone by! At least I was able to accomplish the first two items on my list.  So I've spent my last weekend of freedom visiting relatives, getting the kids portraits taken, church, taking down the Christmas decorations and cleaning...RELAX is a word that has escaped my vocabulary.

I have mixed emotions about going back to work. On the one hand, I am thrilled for the opportunity to work for a great company and I seem to fit in already and I'm not even there yet.  That is certainly a good sign, especially in this day and age.  I am hoping that this is the place to make some of my long term goals become reality.  On the other hand, I'm so sad to have to give up the precious time I've had with my girls.   I never realized how much I was really missing until I had the chance to be home with them. So many things happen during the day that I miss working full time. Conversations that don't happen, all the rushing around from activity to activity takes it's place. Somehow, I'll find a balance to make it all work.  I think the stressful days of my past are behind me now and maybe things will finally all settle in to place. 

So now that the cleaning is done for today, I'm going to park my butt on the couch and do NOTHING for the next few hours until my pillow calls my name; because tomorrow AM (bright and early) the alarm clock with be BLARING all over again!

Night all...